let see… how many times left do i have to see this view? omw to home after work, around 6PM in the summer afternoon. hmm, maybe, less than 10.
i will leave it, no matter what. no matter how good people are. no matter the fact that i can got a fulltime job after graduation – which, in fact, something like a small “goal” to me. for a long time, i’m still striving to be smthg like an avg student, and that’s all i could be proud of. but i’m not. i’m tired. she was right. no matter what other people keep trying to tell me that i have to work on-site, meet other acquaintances occasionally because “i have to”, i need to look backward and ask myself “do i feel like doing it?” it all starts there, my attitude, my choices, my reactions, etc. no matter how things could be or people could be done to me, i still jave the right to take a proper action, for my own sake.
so now, i guess, things shall be better off tomorrow, when i started to take my own path.
viết từ facebook, 17/5/2023.