you have changed me the way almost nobody could have done to me.
now I can feel sad, overwhelmed, angry, tired, empty, whatever. but that loneliness, haven’t seen for months.
it is not like because I have you, you have me in this life; I hope you understand that I will never want to see your face til death.
even that this moment, when I feel like talking to someone who could understand me the way you tried to spend nights listening to me, I don’t miss you.
I’m starting to forget you soon you know. no more hatred, just empty thoughts.
in the end, I think the right one just does not exist. love won’t solve anything for any person. finding your true self does not equal to something like happiness. it is just some people who have the ability to choose what kind of person they want to get along well in this world, with a clear purpose (in their head) to achieve something that must not be happiness.
some other people, choosing happiness and think they are the decision maker of their lives.
hope you will find someone to ‘replace’ me. I don’t mean to be someone to you or anyone else in this world.
viết trên instagram. 26/2/2022. 13 ngày sau lần ‘chia tay’ với Q.